Friendship
Your friendship
Your friendship and its selflessness
Selflessness which is selective
Selflessness when there is no self interest
Self interest guides this friendship
It was not how friendship used to be
At least not for me
My interpretation guided my action
Your interests yours
Your interests guided our action
Sometimes against my interests
Oh! I was seeing them
My interests became important
Then my guide
My notion was changing
Perhaps even with other friends
Perhaps it was never strong enough
It failed first test
Perhaps it was not what I thought
Perhaps friendship is not what I thought
Perhaps we can make it what I thought
Should we make it what I thought?
Is this my self interest?
Are my interests replacing our interests?
Perhaps
Perhaps...
I should live with my notion
And you with your interpretation
Perhaps you will see things my way
And find this way beautiful
I don’t find yours
Should I tell you as a friend?
Or should I just let it be
What will be friendship?
Whom should I ask?
O friend
-Ordeenary